Crisis Team
Mood Rating: 5/10
I'm still pretty miserable. I got extremely drunk last night, which has probably served to make my depression even worse, but it felt good at the time.
I had a call from the Crisis Team today: they were going to visit, but we made arrangements for them to come tomorrow instead. I'm not keen on the idea, but my husband really wants me to see them again. I'm tired of having to ask people to help me; why can't I manage it alone? I feel pathetic and useless.
I'm still having suicidal thoughts, and they're very tempting. I know I always say the same thing, but I just don't want to carry on - it's such a struggle all of the time; is it really worth it?
I'm still pretty miserable. I got extremely drunk last night, which has probably served to make my depression even worse, but it felt good at the time.
I had a call from the Crisis Team today: they were going to visit, but we made arrangements for them to come tomorrow instead. I'm not keen on the idea, but my husband really wants me to see them again. I'm tired of having to ask people to help me; why can't I manage it alone? I feel pathetic and useless.
I'm still having suicidal thoughts, and they're very tempting. I know I always say the same thing, but I just don't want to carry on - it's such a struggle all of the time; is it really worth it?
posted by Bipolar Bear at 10:50 pm
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